"Nocturne" Lyrics...
Here a goddess of happiness cries
An endless timeless lullaby.
Sings her song of the dreams she has
The sadness fills her eyes.
End of love,
Love is gone.
No more dreams to dream about,
so life is done.
If it's so, cut the thread,
It's time to let it go.

Tears the flow to the thirst of the gods,
The oceans roars drowned out by rain.
Blameless wolf carries on alone.
The silence now surrounds him.
Sooner than, dreaming ends;
Morning of the dawn will bring another day.
Turn around,(and you) have found,
A different place to dream...

Today I learned something I suspected for years; my so-called "family" hates me. i already knew that mom really hated me, but I seriously thought that my sister was my friend.
I know that I'm far from perfect, imperfect as close as anyone can be, but I seriously thought that she looked past all my bad sides, and instead saw the few, but good sides of me. Appearantly I had wrong.
I think I'm quite selfish, even thought I really try not to. I really, really try! Why can't anyone notice??
But I guess I have to realize that the world I was living in was a lie.

I guess i have to get back to project work now...See you guys later...